This 14 minute talk is rich with instructions about bringing mindfulness to each part of the breath, the sensations arising in the body and the sounds arising in your awareness. Recorded at the Elat Chayyim Advanced Meditation Program during the summer of 2007, these instructions are a wonderful way to re-energize your mindfulness or meditation practice.

From the talk…

Following the breath

God creates human beings by breathing into their nostrils.

According to Rebbe Nachman, the meaning of this is that the breath is not only our connection to God, but our connection to the realm of God: that part of our experience that is deeper than language, deeper than speech, deeper than form.

…it’s the belly that senses this primal reality that is deeper than speech, deeper than form, deeper than thought.

The breath wants the belly. Our effort is not to push it down there, not to control it, but to just let it have it’s way. To just get out of the way and let the breath go all the way down.

All the way down

We follow the breath as it comes in the nostrils, we watch it go down the throat and down the breathing tube and all the way to the pit of the belly. And we pay close attention to that wonderful subtle moment when the inhale becomes an exhale.

Back up, into the moment of faith

Then we follow it up the belly, up the breathing tube, through the throat, and out through the nostrils again. And then we really pay attention, in this moment of faith, this moment of emunah that occurs every time we breathe - every moment of our life.

…The breath leaves the body and there’s no guarantee (and nothing we can do) to make it come back. It comes back on its own accord, by the will of God. A kind of moment of yeriyah, a moment of fear, a moment of awe.

And back down

…and we follow it again. Down the throat, down the breathing tube, then down the belly…

Responding to pain

Softening the breath

If we feel pain of some kind, instead of trying to push it away, instead of trying to resist it… …instead of tensing the muscles of our body just soften the breath.

When we soften the breath, the body becomes softer. When the body becomes softer it offers less resistance to whatever we’re feeling and whatever we’re feeling has a chance to arise and express itself without being locked in by the hardness of the body.

So we breathe soft. And the harder our reality gets the softer we breathe. And we follow this soft breath, that primal realm deeper than language and form and thought.

Listening to Reality

A wonderful exercise that Rebbe Nachman suggests is when we hear a sound and we realize that we’ve heard a sound…

Hear the primal essential nature of sound

When we notice that a sound has come into our mind and into our awareness we breathe very softly into that sound and when we breathe out we let go of the word of that sound and we just hear it in its primal essential nature. Just as sound.

We don’t say bird. We forget it’s a bird, we just hear the sound. We don’t say heating system, we just listen to that low primal hum. We don’t say somebody fidgeting, we just attend to those sharp little sounds that they make.

We just hear the thing itself not the word for the thing. And in doing so we open ourselves to the primal speech of God, not the words or the meaning that we give to the world, but the primal reality of being.

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In this Jewish meditation talk given at the Elat Chayyim Advanced Meditation Program, Rabbi Alan Lew speaks of patterns observed in the Torah that reveal the essential experienced ingredients for spiritual transformation.

This is the moment of leave-taking that life and meditation pushes us to. The moment when we realize that we just can’t go on the way we’ve been going, when we feel we have to do something and we have no idea what to do or even how to endure the next moment. And this according to the Torah is what we should do:

1. Stop running around in a panic, trying to run away from phantom stories that we’ve been telling ourselves.

2. Be with the moment, fearful or not.

3. See what is really there.

4. Feeling the calm from seeing the truth.

5. Take the next inevitable action which rises of its own accord, out of the stillness.

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